Bola bola bola ==

Panthera Tigris Jacksoni ( Malayan Tiger )  Σ:

so everyone's talking bout our national recent football game right?
it's Harimau Malaya against Gajah Putih...
quite tough huh?
well they wasn't that tough anyway
we lose because the oppenent have some edges against us.
here is my opinion of the recent game which
Malaysia loses to Thailand 1-3 by aggregate

well if you guys really can see it,
this year AFF Suzuki Cup is actually important for us as the defending champion.
but, as soon as i read in newspaper the Harimau Malaya's lineup this time..
i'm quite sure that the team will face some difficulities with all the players
which coach KRG  calls it experimenting.

yeah i know, it wasn't really his fault actually,
but still i still blame him for trusting our weak defenders..
the only defenders whom i saw really doing their job is
Mahali and Fadhli Shas (even though he was issued with a red card),
while Aidil is quite good but still he do a lot of careless mistakes.
And our midfielders is a total messed up.
Even Safiq Rahim also messed up.
the goalie?
i think both goalie did their very best
i don't blame goalkeepers for our decreasing quality
it's the defenders...i repeat, the DEFENDERS IS SUCK :P haha
beside the poor lineup,
the injury of our star player such as Wan Zack and Kunanlan did affect our gameplay.

and on the last match...
this one pretty much controversial, i know, but
the Korean reff is kinda unfair, especially with the Malaysia player Fadhli Shas,
who was given a red card in a very controversial scene.
If you do look carefully, the Siamese player who actually commited a faul on him,
but, the refferee saw it differently...

and last but not least, the Football Association Thailand officials who actually
give the HM players a bad treatment even before the game.
They have to do the training session in an ill-conditioned field.
and also the field of the game stadium itself is at worst condition.
worser that SNBJ or even Gelora Bungkarno(no offense)

well, in conclusion...
the conditioned is not fit enough for a defending champion.
still..the champion of my heart and soul
Harimau Malaya

                  SELAMANYA

                                     HARIMAU

       MALAYA !!!

                          AUMMM !!   Σ:

finally...the Holiday !

it's been a long time doesn't it?
i guess this blog kinda lefted out alone
and i guess i should've been writing more and more entries next time
if only i have time
haha

so, anyway
imma tell you about my fahkink holiday
it's actually started 2 weeks ago, if not mistaken
and realizing the fact that i've free myself from boarding sch
even in such short period,
it's a blissful time for me
for me and all SBP student out there
in this 2 months im gonna wake up late, eat a lot, sleep all day and stay up late
hahaha
pathetic.
pitiful.
sadistic.
but it's some kind of way of me enjoying my holiday
it's no one bussiness

wait, how 'bout the exams
yeah the final exam,
diagnostic
sad beautiful tragic
haha no, that's Taylor Swift :3

okay, so my exams,
it's nothing to be proud of
i've scored fiveaystwobistwosis and no fails. epic.
hahaha read it if you can :P
and i've got 2.889 for the GPK stuffs
and i've ranked
7th for in-class ranking,
86th for in-batch ranking,
969th for the whole damn sbp in malaysia

it's an average result
but, of course i'm grateful for what i've achieved
grateful, not satisfied
i could've earn better than this.
and that is the promise for the next year
Grand Exams,
The Malaysia Educational Certificate (SPM)
i'll make something happen
you just wait!

and pray of course xDD
pray for me..



anyway,
Happy Holiday to all :D
and a very good luck to all SPM candidates :)

dah dah
that's all

Syawal 1433H

so everyone knows,
today is Eid ul-Fitr
so Selamat Hari Raya :DD

umm since last year i make a few 'pantun' for my Raya post
so why don't we continue it
so, here it goes:


Takbir Raya hingga ke malam
Dari malam sambung ke Subuh
Jauh dekat sampaikanlah salam
Agar hubungan terus utuh


Ramadhan datang Ramadhan pergi
Genap sebulan Syawal menanti
Esok bangun di awal pagi
Pergi solat ikhlaskan hati


Anak bulan zahir kelihatan
Petanda mulanya hari kemenangan
Sudah terlepas iblis dan setan
Terus berjuang jangan berangan


Hati melonjak jiwa gembira
Bibir tersenyum lidah tak terkata
Wahai musafir di seluruh negara
Baik-baik memandu kereta


1 Syawal 1433 Masihi
Tarikh bermakna penuh bererti
Keluarga dirindu saudara dikasihi
Ayahanda bonda tetap dihati


Baik roket, mahupun naga
Tidak lupa si mercun bola
Sayang diri sayang keluarga
Main mercun jangan menggila


Melihat bulan di balai cerap
Terlihat bintang di kanan kiri
Dari yang tua ampun diharap
Pada yang muda maaf diberi


Tiada takut tiada gerun
Tiada resah disamping rakan
Salah silap maaf dipohon
Makan minum harap halalkan


Anak biri anak sapi
Memerah susu mencabut bulu
Sepuluh jari tersusun rapi
Restu dan maaf dipinta selalu


Takbir bergema bukti yang jelas
Menyambut Syawal di pagi hari
Dari hati yang tulus dan ikhlas
Salam Lebaran Salam Aidilfitri


Selamat menyambut Lebaran Aidilfitri 1433 H. Maaf zahir dan batin. :)

Assalamualaikum :)

a chance maybe?

first of all, aku nk tanye,

PERNAH TAK SESEORANG PANDANG RENDAH KAT KAU?

konfirm pernah kan?

kalau tak, kau ni mesti jenis yang 

selalu pandang rendah kat orang

untuk pengetahuan kau,

memandang rendah terhadap orang lain

adalah sangat tidak elok

cuba bayangkan,

setiap kali kita lakukannya terhadap seseorang,

dia mesti rase bengang atau sedih atau marah

mesti dia rasa terhina

mesti dia rasa malu

mesti keyakinan hilang

mesti dia rase setiap usaha dia sia-sia

mesti dia rasa dia dah gagal

mesti dia akan give up

itupun kalau dia tak boleh think positive dan optimist terhadap kritikan orang

but, there's quite a difference between despise and critics

underrating can downgrade someone

while critics can help someone

okay, 

so aku nk share lah experience aku 

fyi, for some reason i cant explain

people always look down on me

they dont even give a chance for me to prove myself

the truth is, i felt sooo down, so 'terhina' when people uderrate me

i tried to think positive, tried to accept critism

at least i tried

okay, so this is the first tale,

there's a interclass football tournament,

im pretty excited coz i love playing football,

i ask my classmate whether i could be  on the team

even tho they accept me

i thought i overheard something like:

alah kau tkyh main lah, bukan gempak pun... hahaha

selain tu,

faiz main bola? harapan la haha

ada jugak,

kau main bola? memang jauh lagi lah nk pegi hahahaha

yeah i knew, kelakar isn't it

ha ha ha ha gelak lah

i knew who i am

im not messi

im not cr

im not balo
im not fabregas
im am not some motherfucker who can kicks a ball 120km/h and score a damn goal
im didn't even play for my school
im nobody, nothing to proud of
when talking about football
but what about gimme a chance maybe?
pass me the ball, let me dribble for a few secs and make a try
then they said:

alah kalau kasi pun bukan boleh score

and the most 'menyakitkan hati' :

KAKI BANGKU !!

sejak tu, aku menjauhi bolasepak setiap kali berhadapan dengan mereka



next story,
a simple short story
it's 3 am and im wide awake
it's euro 2012 right?
how could i miss the match of my favourite team, Spain

it's the quarter finals,
Espana against Portugal
it's a glorious night
Spain wins the penalty shootout
im feel great that night until someone tegur me

weh, tengok bola? ingatkan kau pegi bace buku ke study ke haha

sekali lagi, kelakar doh..
sumpah lawak
yelah maybe penampilan aku memang nerdy semua 
and membaca merupakan hobi aku


tapi tk bermakna aku kene ngadap buku 24 jam
tk bermakna aku tkleh enjoy tgk bola
tk salah kan?

3rd story
bende ni melibatkan orang yg dekat dengan aku
aku cakap dengan dia
aku minat memanah
then dia cakap:

memanah? kau boleh nampak ke?

yeahh i know i know
aku rabun specky
mate kero mate bulo
kalau ikut bahasa dalam daerah Muar

tapi, gimme a chance maybe?
rabun tk bermakna buta
lagipun kalau rabun, pakailah spek
kalau ikut buku teks Science Form Three
eyes defects can be corrected by using lenses
maksudnya kalau rabun pakai spek
kire mate kita 'setaraf' dengan mate orang normal
paham?

corrections of eyes defects - buat rujukan anda

4th drama
there's a battle of the band tournament
and they're looking for a keyboardist
im feel sooo excited
i offered myself
then they said:

kau reti ke main piano?

then someone who knew i can play piano said:

alah kau bukan gempak pun

wow, tk sangka
i know im not beethoven
im not mozart
im not yiruma
im not some rich motherfucker who went to piano class
im only can afford to learn piano from YouTube

the rule is easy,
they reject me
then i'll reject them
simple as that

im not 100% talented
but at least i can play
but im not playing for morons like YOU !


so, conclusion dia
jgn underrate seseorang pleaseeee
sbb  bile kite look down kt seseorang,
mungkin dia jauh lebih hebat dari kita
insaflah

last but not least, sorry kalau bahasa yg aku gunakan dlm post ni agak kasar ==

Welcome Ramadhan

Rejab gone

Syaaban passed

Ramadhan comes 

Syawal awaits :)

it's 1433 Hijrah

anyway, this year Ramadhan gonna be waaayyy different from the years before

know why?

coz this year..

i'll be celebrating Ramadhan in my effing boarding school,

Alam Shah Science School

well, i actually celebrates Ramadhan here in my hometown, JB

it's just i'm gonna spend the most of time in this fasting month at ASiS

yay :|

gonna be interesting i guess

gonna wake up to Sahur all by yourself

unlikely the years before where Mum always woke me

gonna eat whatever the effing Dewan Makan gives

no bazaar

no effing delicious foods and drinks

no ikan bakar

no air katira

no nafsu berbuka

hahaha

no Eid preparations

no new clothes

no baking cookies and stuffs

no having fun with families

no everything

evreything has changed now

accept that. i know.

kinda sad actually. but,

im pretty sorry for those who didn't celebrates their Ramadhan with their families

especially those ASiS students who didn't went back

i won't understand how they felt

let's pray that they'll have a blissful Ramadhan

as for me,

i am truly grateful that Allah let me celebrates Awal Ramdhan with the family

thank you Allah

Alhamdulillah

as for you readers,

i wish a very Blissful and Blessed Ramadhan al-Mubarak of 1433 Hijrah

Happy Fasting

Assalamualaikum :)

Asrama ==

pejam celik pejam celik dah dekat 2 bulan aku dok asrama

fyi, hidup asrama ni tkdelah susah mana cuma kita perlukan sedikit ketabahan dah memadai.

top 5 things yg aku rase perlukan ketabahn yg tinggi

• bangun pagi, 5.30a.m
• mandi pagi, air sejuk membeku
• makanan dia...tkyh citer lah
• basuh baju....tangan aku dh mcm bodybuilder hasil dr memerah baju setiap kali basuh baju
• tidur awal, 11.30 dh light off....harapn lah nk aku tido kul 11.30

haha, 

jap? mane homesick? aku tk homesick ke?

haha siapa kata tk homesick?

setiap org masuk asrama akan homesick,

cume aku tkdelah over nk melalak ke apa

tp kdg2 sayu jugak tgk mak bapak org lain dtg tiap2 minggu

tp aku just tgk je diorng

parents aku?

kalau nk visit aku kt kl ni setiap minggu mau pokai bapak aku

so, aku pn muhasabah diri

lols

ok, that's all, today i'll be off to kl

and i'll return in the next one and a half month

fuhh, lama nyaaaa == haishh

Sixteen

12 March 2012 
Another year has already pass. 
Another step was taken. 
Which everytime I grew older and older. 
After 16 years I was born to this world, 
I promise myself I'll be a better person coz i know, 
life's short, I don't want to take it for granted. 
And ofc, thank you to everyone who send me wishes. 
I am touched
thank you

Sekolah Berasrama Penuh

assalamualaikum,

alhamdulilah bersyukur aku kepada Allah kerana dengan limpah kurnianya, Dia telah berikan aku kejayaan demi kejayaan, kesenangan demi kesenangan serta kesejahteraan yang berterusan. Jika sebelum ini Dia menganugerahi aku dengan keputusan cemerlang dalam PMR, Dia jugak telah berikan aku rezekinya lagi, dengan izinNya, aku telah ditawarkan ke Sekolah Berasrama Penuh.

Sekolah Menengah Sains Alam Shah, Cheras

secara jujurnya aku tak rase ape-ape bila dapat tahu aku ditawarkan masuk sekolah tu. maybe ibu dan ayah agak gembira dan adik beradik serta saudara-mara turut tumpang gembira. tapi aku? 

aku rase mcm ... 'takde rase'

lol this is absurd, but that's the truth

bile dapat tahu je aku akan masuk asrama

satu-satunya benda yang terlintas di fikiran aku:

Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar

ya ini kenyataan

MSAB atau lebih mesra dengan nama English College (EC) ini telah meninggalkan seribu satu memori dan mengukir sejuta kenangan dalam lipatan sejarah hidup aku

di sinilah berlakunya titik perubahan dalam hidup aku

di sini jugaklah aku banyak belajar

yelah nama pun sekolah, so mestilah belajar

tapi, aku bukan saje belajar Mathematics, Science, English dan Geografi semata-mata

aku jugak dah banyak belajar tentang kehidupan

tentang pengalaman

tentang persahabatan

tentang......macam-macam lah

banyak sangat

terlalu banyak

mungkin bukan kerana sekolah ini sebenarnya,

tapi mungkin kerana jenis persahabatan yang aku dapat kat sekolah tu

itulah yang selalu membuatkan aku rase berat hati untuk meninggalkan sekolah tersebut

yeah maybe EC ialah 'all-boys sch' dan selalu dikaitkan dengan perkataan 'gay'

secara bahasanya, 'gay' jugak bermaksud gembira

 (rujuk kamus)

so aku tetap gay walaupun orang kata EC gay :DD

secara jujurnya jugak, aku tak pernah rasa malu, segan, bengang or sakai kalau aku keluar even ke bandar,

just dengan seluar sekolah dan baju sekolah. tak kisah lah baju sukan atau baju Phy.Ed yang colour hijaukuning,

tapi aku tetap rase bangga memakai baju tu di mana jua

aku tak nafikan dalam masa tiga tahun ini merupakan antara tahun yang paling sukar bagi aku

aku tak nafikan masa form1 aku selalu direject,

bende alah ni berlarutan hingga ke form2, dan sedikit ke form3

pastu dah form4 dah tak kene dah

tapi rilex ah, dekat EC budaya reject ni biaselah

kalau tk bole handle baik pindah sekolah lain

selain tu, aku jugak tak nafikan,

aku ni takdelah mempunyai kawan yang ramai, jauh sekali berpengaruh

aku sedar aku ni takdelah pandai mana, ade orang jauh lagi pandai dari aku

aku jugak tahu aku ni takdelah power mana dalam bidang sukan

nak kata kaya pun takdelah kaya mana. duduk rumah teres je bukan banglo

dari segi cara bersosial, aku ni memang tak pandai bergaul

dari segi rupa paras fizikal, memang TAK lah

dah lah nerd, tak handsome, tak pandai, tak power, tak comel, tak tak tak macam-macam lah

but, 

against all odds,

adelah lime enam ekor yang sanggup lepak dengan mangkuk ayun macam aku

so, yeah aku terharu :'D

secara jujurnya, aku rase sayu dan sedih apabila aku sedar, aku tetap akan tinggalkan EC, tinggalkan sahabat-sahabat aku, tinggalkan semuanya.

memang kalau nak blah aku selalu pesan,

WEI, KEEP IN TOUCH

tapi, jauh di sudut hati, aku sedar bila keluar je dari sekolah, memang susah nak keep in touch balik.

BETUL NI. TAK TIPU !

kalau ade 10orang member baik, lepas keluar sekolah konfem tinggal 5 orang je kite selalu jumpe

this is fact!

memang berat nak tinggalkan semua ni. tapi ini ialah permulaan suatu pengorbanan :)

so, apepun...

SELAMAT TINGGAL MAKTAB SULTAN ABU BAKAR

MAKTABKU MARUAHKU

seterusnya,

sebagai anak bongsu, aku tak nafikan aku ni adelah sedikit manja. yeah betul ni tak tipu

standard lah anak bongsu kan?

tapi, faktor keluarga bukan satu isu. 

BETUL NI. TAK TIPU !

sebenarnya kalau masuk asrama, family tiap2 cuti mesti jumpe kan?

tapi kawan? setahun sekali kut. tak mustahil jugak 10tahun baru jumpa balik

this is true,

selain tu, aku rase mcm best jugak dapat masuk asrama, rase berdikari, rase hidup sendiri

pastuh tak kisah sangat sebab ramai sedara dekat KL ni,

plus, ade Abang dan Kakak dekat-dekat situ

bolehlah..

jadi, sampai di sini lah warkah aku kali ini.

Doakanlah kesejahteraan aku di rantau orang

Amin

enjoylah ending post nih dengan vid dibawah:

enjoice !

2012

Hai 2012 :DD

Bye 2011 :|

okay, setiap kali tahun baru aku mesti excited gile ehn ==

so, new year resolutions?

TAK ADE !

actually tk payah k resolution sgt lah konon azam nk jadi baik tp itu semua shit saje,  

2-3 hari kendian konfem setan balik.

betul ni 

tk tipu

serius.

okay, so tahun 2011 ni bnyk lah jugak meninggalkan kesan zahir dan batin xDD

tahun ni tk lah special sgt, tp tahun ni lah aku banyak buat bende yang lebih berfaedah selain ngadap komputer 24-jam.

tahun ni aku start belajar gitar,

tahulah tk berapa power tp at least aku belajar k

actually, im pretty excited coz ade kawan2 yg support dan tolong untuk belajar

so makin bersemangat ah nk belaja

tahun 2011 ni jugak ade exam besar iaitu Penilaian Menengah Rendah

dan Alhamdulilah aku berjaya dengan cemerlang :'D

tahun ni jugaklah aku ade pedajal orang xDD haha yang tu tknk citer :P

tk tahulah banyak jugak yang berlaku tahun

okay, itu jeh kut

so, im wishing y'all 

HAPPY NEW YEAR OF 2012 :D