2013

so it's 2013 right?
then farewell 2012 T.T

so, let's take few glimpse of 2012
Here we go,



JAN
a month of form 4 at MSAB
and, entered ASiS

FEB
at hostel

MAR
sweet sixteen :D

APR
at hostel

MAY
at home ofc

JUN
at hostel

JUL
idk..bulan membaca kut. Hewhew

AUG
Rayewww! lol

SEP
at hostel

OCT
final exam form4
and celebrate Eid Adha at ASiS

NOV
cuti !! :D

DEC
still cuti and hi 2013 :D


there goes 2012



oh God
how i actually hate this year =.=
nothing good actually happen this year
sigh...
so 2013,
another one heck of a year
form5...
SPM...
dammit...


sigh...



anyway,
i wish every single person on Earth
a very

        HAPPY NEW YEAR OF 2013!!!

Bola bola bola ==

Panthera Tigris Jacksoni ( Malayan Tiger )  Σ:

so everyone's talking bout our national recent football game right?
it's Harimau Malaya against Gajah Putih...
quite tough huh?
well they wasn't that tough anyway
we lose because the oppenent have some edges against us.
here is my opinion of the recent game which
Malaysia loses to Thailand 1-3 by aggregate

well if you guys really can see it,
this year AFF Suzuki Cup is actually important for us as the defending champion.
but, as soon as i read in newspaper the Harimau Malaya's lineup this time..
i'm quite sure that the team will face some difficulities with all the players
which coach KRG  calls it experimenting.

yeah i know, it wasn't really his fault actually,
but still i still blame him for trusting our weak defenders..
the only defenders whom i saw really doing their job is
Mahali and Fadhli Shas (even though he was issued with a red card),
while Aidil is quite good but still he do a lot of careless mistakes.
And our midfielders is a total messed up.
Even Safiq Rahim also messed up.
the goalie?
i think both goalie did their very best
i don't blame goalkeepers for our decreasing quality
it's the defenders...i repeat, the DEFENDERS IS SUCK :P haha
beside the poor lineup,
the injury of our star player such as Wan Zack and Kunanlan did affect our gameplay.

and on the last match...
this one pretty much controversial, i know, but
the Korean reff is kinda unfair, especially with the Malaysia player Fadhli Shas,
who was given a red card in a very controversial scene.
If you do look carefully, the Siamese player who actually commited a faul on him,
but, the refferee saw it differently...

and last but not least, the Football Association Thailand officials who actually
give the HM players a bad treatment even before the game.
They have to do the training session in an ill-conditioned field.
and also the field of the game stadium itself is at worst condition.
worser that SNBJ or even Gelora Bungkarno(no offense)

well, in conclusion...
the conditioned is not fit enough for a defending champion.
still..the champion of my heart and soul
Harimau Malaya

                  SELAMANYA

                                     HARIMAU

       MALAYA !!!

                          AUMMM !!   Σ:

finally...the Holiday !

it's been a long time doesn't it?
i guess this blog kinda lefted out alone
and i guess i should've been writing more and more entries next time
if only i have time
haha

so, anyway
imma tell you about my fahkink holiday
it's actually started 2 weeks ago, if not mistaken
and realizing the fact that i've free myself from boarding sch
even in such short period,
it's a blissful time for me
for me and all SBP student out there
in this 2 months im gonna wake up late, eat a lot, sleep all day and stay up late
hahaha
pathetic.
pitiful.
sadistic.
but it's some kind of way of me enjoying my holiday
it's no one bussiness

wait, how 'bout the exams
yeah the final exam,
diagnostic
sad beautiful tragic
haha no, that's Taylor Swift :3

okay, so my exams,
it's nothing to be proud of
i've scored fiveaystwobistwosis and no fails. epic.
hahaha read it if you can :P
and i've got 2.889 for the GPK stuffs
and i've ranked
7th for in-class ranking,
86th for in-batch ranking,
969th for the whole damn sbp in malaysia

it's an average result
but, of course i'm grateful for what i've achieved
grateful, not satisfied
i could've earn better than this.
and that is the promise for the next year
Grand Exams,
The Malaysia Educational Certificate (SPM)
i'll make something happen
you just wait!

and pray of course xDD
pray for me..



anyway,
Happy Holiday to all :D
and a very good luck to all SPM candidates :)

dah dah
that's all

Syawal 1433H

so everyone knows,
today is Eid ul-Fitr
so Selamat Hari Raya :DD

umm since last year i make a few 'pantun' for my Raya post
so why don't we continue it
so, here it goes:


Takbir Raya hingga ke malam
Dari malam sambung ke Subuh
Jauh dekat sampaikanlah salam
Agar hubungan terus utuh


Ramadhan datang Ramadhan pergi
Genap sebulan Syawal menanti
Esok bangun di awal pagi
Pergi solat ikhlaskan hati


Anak bulan zahir kelihatan
Petanda mulanya hari kemenangan
Sudah terlepas iblis dan setan
Terus berjuang jangan berangan


Hati melonjak jiwa gembira
Bibir tersenyum lidah tak terkata
Wahai musafir di seluruh negara
Baik-baik memandu kereta


1 Syawal 1433 Masihi
Tarikh bermakna penuh bererti
Keluarga dirindu saudara dikasihi
Ayahanda bonda tetap dihati


Baik roket, mahupun naga
Tidak lupa si mercun bola
Sayang diri sayang keluarga
Main mercun jangan menggila


Melihat bulan di balai cerap
Terlihat bintang di kanan kiri
Dari yang tua ampun diharap
Pada yang muda maaf diberi


Tiada takut tiada gerun
Tiada resah disamping rakan
Salah silap maaf dipohon
Makan minum harap halalkan


Anak biri anak sapi
Memerah susu mencabut bulu
Sepuluh jari tersusun rapi
Restu dan maaf dipinta selalu


Takbir bergema bukti yang jelas
Menyambut Syawal di pagi hari
Dari hati yang tulus dan ikhlas
Salam Lebaran Salam Aidilfitri


Selamat menyambut Lebaran Aidilfitri 1433 H. Maaf zahir dan batin. :)

Assalamualaikum :)

a chance maybe?

first of all, aku nk tanye,

PERNAH TAK SESEORANG PANDANG RENDAH KAT KAU?

konfirm pernah kan?

kalau tak, kau ni mesti jenis yang 

selalu pandang rendah kat orang

untuk pengetahuan kau,

memandang rendah terhadap orang lain

adalah sangat tidak elok

cuba bayangkan,

setiap kali kita lakukannya terhadap seseorang,

dia mesti rase bengang atau sedih atau marah

mesti dia rasa terhina

mesti dia rasa malu

mesti keyakinan hilang

mesti dia rase setiap usaha dia sia-sia

mesti dia rasa dia dah gagal

mesti dia akan give up

itupun kalau dia tak boleh think positive dan optimist terhadap kritikan orang

but, there's quite a difference between despise and critics

underrating can downgrade someone

while critics can help someone

okay, 

so aku nk share lah experience aku 

fyi, for some reason i cant explain

people always look down on me

they dont even give a chance for me to prove myself

the truth is, i felt sooo down, so 'terhina' when people uderrate me

i tried to think positive, tried to accept critism

at least i tried

okay, so this is the first tale,

there's a interclass football tournament,

im pretty excited coz i love playing football,

i ask my classmate whether i could be  on the team

even tho they accept me

i thought i overheard something like:

alah kau tkyh main lah, bukan gempak pun... hahaha

selain tu,

faiz main bola? harapan la haha

ada jugak,

kau main bola? memang jauh lagi lah nk pegi hahahaha

yeah i knew, kelakar isn't it

ha ha ha ha gelak lah

i knew who i am

im not messi

im not cr

im not balo
im not fabregas
im am not some motherfucker who can kicks a ball 120km/h and score a damn goal
im didn't even play for my school
im nobody, nothing to proud of
when talking about football
but what about gimme a chance maybe?
pass me the ball, let me dribble for a few secs and make a try
then they said:

alah kalau kasi pun bukan boleh score

and the most 'menyakitkan hati' :

KAKI BANGKU !!

sejak tu, aku menjauhi bolasepak setiap kali berhadapan dengan mereka



next story,
a simple short story
it's 3 am and im wide awake
it's euro 2012 right?
how could i miss the match of my favourite team, Spain

it's the quarter finals,
Espana against Portugal
it's a glorious night
Spain wins the penalty shootout
im feel great that night until someone tegur me

weh, tengok bola? ingatkan kau pegi bace buku ke study ke haha

sekali lagi, kelakar doh..
sumpah lawak
yelah maybe penampilan aku memang nerdy semua 
and membaca merupakan hobi aku


tapi tk bermakna aku kene ngadap buku 24 jam
tk bermakna aku tkleh enjoy tgk bola
tk salah kan?

3rd story
bende ni melibatkan orang yg dekat dengan aku
aku cakap dengan dia
aku minat memanah
then dia cakap:

memanah? kau boleh nampak ke?

yeahh i know i know
aku rabun specky
mate kero mate bulo
kalau ikut bahasa dalam daerah Muar

tapi, gimme a chance maybe?
rabun tk bermakna buta
lagipun kalau rabun, pakailah spek
kalau ikut buku teks Science Form Three
eyes defects can be corrected by using lenses
maksudnya kalau rabun pakai spek
kire mate kita 'setaraf' dengan mate orang normal
paham?

corrections of eyes defects - buat rujukan anda

4th drama
there's a battle of the band tournament
and they're looking for a keyboardist
im feel sooo excited
i offered myself
then they said:

kau reti ke main piano?

then someone who knew i can play piano said:

alah kau bukan gempak pun

wow, tk sangka
i know im not beethoven
im not mozart
im not yiruma
im not some rich motherfucker who went to piano class
im only can afford to learn piano from YouTube

the rule is easy,
they reject me
then i'll reject them
simple as that

im not 100% talented
but at least i can play
but im not playing for morons like YOU !


so, conclusion dia
jgn underrate seseorang pleaseeee
sbb  bile kite look down kt seseorang,
mungkin dia jauh lebih hebat dari kita
insaflah

last but not least, sorry kalau bahasa yg aku gunakan dlm post ni agak kasar ==