Sunday, September 18, 2011

err just wanna ask you something..

how do you feel like being an antagonist in your own story?

i don't wanna be like that :|

backstab, betray or whatever
that just isn't cool, dude

but being the bad guy in your own story is isn't cool too =,=

what should i do ?







tragedi tengah malam -,-

okay, aku tktau ape masalah aku malam2 bute ni dengar lagu k-pop =,=

tp malam2 bute ni jugak la aku rase lagu ni best :D

walaupun tk berapa faham tp layan je lahh xDD

Friday, September 16, 2011

okay, minggu exam cmni aku ade something nk share

before this, maybe a lot of people noticed that i have this attitude...bad attitude

SELFISH
yes, i am SELFISH
SELFISH always help me to solve my problem.
yeahh that is my bad attitude
and i'm sorry if i ever being selfish to you

but, against all my selfishness, i have this attitude...idk whether it is a good or bad attitude

I CANNOT SEE ANYBODY AROUND ME
             THAT NEED MY HELP


i'll try to help them...i swear i'll try
i have this strong feeling that i must help them
even the help i gave may makes me regret

but whenever someone ask help from me....anything...do this or do that...or whatever..
i won't let them down, i'll do whatever i can, whatever it takes, 
even that sometimes it gave me much trouble...i'll do

but, in the end...i always regret for what i've done...
i always tried to hide the feeling so i won't hurt anybody's heart...
but i know, i shouldn't regret anything...
at least i've done the good thing...

i may lose something, but won't lose everything

i have this feeling that i have to 
sacrifice eveything i had just to make people smile, to make them happy
if they happy, im happy too...
so, there's nothing to be sad about... as long as we are happy

but the saddest things that always happen to me...
after all i've done...
i see people change in a blink of eye
idk whether 'they' realize this...
but whenever it's my turn to ask them for a favor..
they tend to be ignorant, ungrateful, or what the malay's proverb says

BAGAI KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT



so listen my friends
lend your helping hands
a friend in need is a friend indeed
appreciate people
don't be selfish

and

 SELAMAT HARI MALAYSIA :'D